Memories to be kept.

This week was a very fun week to me. and it was also a stressful week.
Why was it fun, coz on wednesday, YoonHtet, Me, Junita,Janice went to senja grand to play Truth or Dare. I was dared to eat infront of Yongjun but i didn't do it :b yoonhtet was dared to
hold ShayTha's hand. She hasn't do it yet! Janice was dared to kick MX Cock. what a suckish dare.She has done it. aft that, we saw andy and called him to come. -280312.

Celine's birthday. didn't celebrated wif her. Me, yoonhtet, glennys and andy went up to th library
to do Science banner. Yt was supposed to do 'Dazzling' but she was too lazy. in th end, me and
glennys done the Science banner while yt didn't do anyt. aft this, we went to senja grand to play.
Glennys left shortly as her mom asked her to go home. So left, me, yt and andy. we saw celine, xn, quelly, angel and dk who la. we ran off to Rainforest outside exercise there. we stayed there
awhile b4 deciding whether want to go back senja grand ornot. in th end, we went back senja
grand. As andy's dare was to slap celine, he did it, celine cried. i was totally sorry for her.
And everyone was putting their blame on me. i was feeling seriously fucked up and stressful.
Oh and, Andy accepted me as his sister.
-290312'

Totally suckish day. started th day in school by science experiment. in th lab, i felt like crying,
but idw let th tears roll down, so i beared wif it. We went outside th lab to do th experiment,
i juz sat there, felt like letting th tears roll down, but i couldn't let it happen, as to avoid questions, i bear wif it. When experiment was finished, went back to th lab. Yj walked over to
me and asked me "you cry ah?" I replied no, then i asked him who told you, he said andy.
i went over to scream at andy "you ah, anyhow tell yj i cried?" he juz smiled. Outside th lab
going back to class that time, glennys cried. it was heartbreaking to see her cry, coz it makes
me feel like crying, but i bear wif it. so i didnt. glennys was crying until so sad. i tried my best
to comfort her. Until when we're going to workout, i went to class to see, i saw andy crying,
Glennys cried even harder. Yj started saying me "Why on that day slap celine blablabla." i told him i alrdy apologized to celine what more do you want!? and i cried. and yj and rj left. in th class, left me, glennys, andy and ashley. silly ashley, cry for what? she saw us crying and she
cried too. silly girl. after much consideration, we decided to go for th workout as it wasn't
too late. So we ran down while andy walked slowly. went for workout thn CCA. after school, as yj was near me, so i decided to hold his hand as my dare was. i pretend to hit him then hold his
hand but yt say not counted. So yj heard then he put out his hand to let me hold. How sweet? k joking. after school, walked infront of yj and th rest of th boys wif yt and ash. Yj suddenly shouted YOON HTET LIKE SHAYTHA! Then i say Yoon htet dare have to hold shaytha's hand. Shaytha covered his ears. hahaha. as usual, senja grand. but i went to Grab&Bite. Narda and quelly asked if they could go. Quelly
bribed me by treating me food coz she wanted me to help her queue. zzz. so she treated me
hotdog bun. after that, me, quelly, narda, yt and ashley went to senja grand. we went there to lepak awhile then we play. saw andy going in th lift, called him but didn't hear. so me, ash and
yt went up to his lvl and scream his name. he look shocked to see us. end up came down wif
us. he came down then i said to him TREAT ME SLURPEE. then went up to his home to bath
then came down again to pass us money to buy slurpee except narda. How nicee. we played truth
or dare for awhile and my dare was, i have to hold yj's hand again, 10secs. Omg. played awhile
then went home alrdy. -300312'.

what a nice week it was. i love it. :) this entry was long, but it consisted the days i had fun. so, goodbye for now :) night earthlings.

-UPDATE-

Yes, what is wrong with you? why had you changed? i feel useless. You didn't text me. why? It's been days since we chatted. It's always me starting the conversation. Could you please tell me if you're unhappy with me? So that i could change? I could really change for you if you wanted. But it seems you are really ignoring me. If you had any steads outside, could you tell me? So i would stop pestering you :'/

Sadlife.

I really do have a sad life. seriously, FML k, FML. Fuck my life. He doesn't cares about my feelings. He DOESN'T. I message him, he ignores. He only cares about himself. then in facebook, i can feel someone is shooting me. i didn't force him to do anything. But, i am going to give up. seriously i am. I am not going to wait like a stupid idiotic bitch waiting for him already. Since he wants it to turn out this way, i will make it turn out this way. I HATE YOU ASSHOLE. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE OK. I HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

Just a dream?

Seriously, i had a wonderful day yesterday and thursday. Our class project was really fun, coz we played and project. Next project, confirm gonna be a fun one! Haiz, liking 2 person, considered as playgirl...? Not so. haiz, 070112 no longer exist. i long forgotten about it.

What the hell.

Tomorrow is school already. I don't want can. Haizzzz. tmr settling wif that bitch. shit. idw see her face, idw hear her voice. i really want to slap her the more i see her. i can't tolerate anymore.
Today is a boring sunday. yesterday slept late, father found out. go home confirm kana scolding already. How? Bye. gonna go home and sleep at 10pm. or else tmr can't wake up alrdy. byebye. see ya on next saturday.

What a bad year.

What the shit. Tan huiqin, you think what? you step until so ahlian, shoot me until so kiang lidat. what? Think i scared? everything resort to 1t1. you tot what? i paikia and ahlian like you ah? dont talk like one bigfuck la priest. i wong you first. Don't come anyhow accuse me okay. don't think u have so many backers, im scared. u have, i also have. u keep say, i have so many backups. hahaha. i know you jelly. Ppl bueysong wif me, doesn't mean you dont have ppl that aren't bueysong wif u. Ahlian ah ahlian. what to do? For now, i might lose to you in talking, but next time, nobody knows k. I will never be under you. NEVER. got that bitch? You always pull me, kick me and scream at me, i tolerate. From now onwards, i'm not gonna tolerate all this. you pull me one time, i double it. u kick me,scream at me, i double it. Happy wif my answer bitch?

290112 ♥

♥Hai all♥
Today was a fun day. I went out with Huiqin and Quelly. We went to lot 1 to watch movie. and when we went to buy tickets, we saw Helen, Yongxing and one more person which i dont know who is it, Ashley. We bought tickets for the show, We not naughty :) It was so nice and touching.
While Helen , yong xing and ashley(from bpps) watched dance dance dragon. I wish this day would come again! Love it. tmr it's school aagain.zzz. idw lehhhhhh. I want to sleep at home. aaaaah how nice is that. it's been a long time since i have a good night's sleep alrdy. :)
Baibai ! :) ♥

-UPDATE-

Long time no update. so here, i'm gonna update.
It's been like how many days since we've separated ? hmm, 18 days? haizzz... CNY , wasn't that good. i was dulan and pekchek during CNY. tho i collected around 600+ haizz.. i took out $100 to makes specs and buy contact lens. today went to teck whye lane to Chew Optics but it wasn't opened.. So went back home. went home and played computer. today? didn't received a single text from him.. How "good"! i assume he is texting some other girls?? he's always giving me negative thoughts. plz, stop it. i dont like that feeling.. it seriously sucks. kkk bai . nothing to update alrdy.. eh wait ! MY HOMEWORKS ARE TOO MANY.

-UPDATE-

Haizzz, long time no update. many things happened this week. :'/ feel moody these days. Becoz of some certain reasons.. unable to tell. Haizz, school was okay. Wednesday and fridays volunteered to stay back to decorate the classroom. was not completed yet though it looks completed.. if there's another chance which i could stay back to decorate again, i would. becoz it's fun, and i would wan our class to win award. :) haizz. but still can't chase my bad mood away. though i look happy, you think i'm fine, you're wrong okay. haizzzzz. there's nth else to update .. goodbye earthlings.

UPDATE.

First week of school, so damn bored. Recess was more bored. Luckily can kill time with Quelly and Xian Ning. Haizz, 8z.. I miss 8z, the old us. now? it's like everything is shattered. Quarrels here and there. Juz wish sometimes i could leave the world. Can I? Haizz, nth to update liao. sian. mood down.

Betrayers.

I no longer have any friends to trust to. None. All betraying me. Ask my trustable friends to call me so if i answer and you'll answer. Eventually, you thought i won't knw. You thought i'm stupid? or ? ignorant? saying i trying to flirt? Every of my friends, suck up to him. And left me getting accused. Nevermind, you'll never know how i felt. having betrayed by your own close friends. :/ No one to trust to, only can bottle up my feelings all in my heart. When i'm down, no one consoles me but when they are, i do. I wouldn't have to care so much for my friends. Why should i anyway? I treat them like this will they do the same? Saying me breaking someone's relationship? I did nothing of those. And you are like gong wu gong bo. Without finding out what's the truth, and you juz anyhow shoot. I'll juz copy the message and let you all see.
 "Nth. Nice attitude. Now, i want you to leave <insertname> and <insertname> alone now. You don't need to know who i am, you want know, come pp. From what i judge, either 2 possibility, 1.You are breaking people r/s up. 2.Trying to flirt. I don't wanna find any trouble. Got any prob,come down pp find me. I see until you jiu will approach you."
I don't need you to approach me, coz i always know who you are. KINGSTON. I don't even know you and you don't know me. Why must you do this? Haiz, my life is like that. I'll die, thats the best.

Juz a new year again.

It's a new year again.. 2011 is over... which was my best years among 11 years i had.. If there was a time machine, i would turn back time and spend more time with my friends. Now it's 2012, time to start a new anew~ Studying time. No more playing, juz studying except for some days for me to play :P I wish all my friends are happy and not sad.
New year resolutions:

• Study hard and aim for 200plus
• Treat my family,friends and teachers better
• Pay much more attentions at class and tuition.
• More pocket money :DD
• Not to online facebook too frequent, and if i do, it will be via mobile which is not counted.
• Pass my mathematics and science. Even 50, i would be contented.

11:11 does not makes wishes come true, it's juz to believe. so from now onwards, i'll stop 11:11-ing. It will only give me fat hopes :(

Happy moments dedications.

Me and Huiqin :)

Me and helen ;)

The times we shared and had together. was juz unforgettable . I'll never find friends like them. I feel they were even better than my school friends. They were so cheerful and never fail to make me laugh. especially Brenda Lim. Though today she hurt me 3 times,on my tongue, head and my eyes, i still love her. she's like a big sis. making you laugh and entertaining you all the times. As for Tiffany, she didn't came today to ECP with us, and it was like less fun as Liangfeng didn't go down to water. and there was only Me,Rachel neo,Brenda and Helen down the water. and it wasn't as fun as the last time we went to ECP, right? But, Tiffany never fails to make me laugh too. As for Quelly, she too, makes me laugh. especially during huiqin's birthday, the way she ate her KFC chicken. LOL. Liangfeng, she's the cutest, and whenever she laughs, i also laugh. maybe her laughters were too adorable! I hope to get in greenridge in 2013! so i could create more memories with her~!

Anw, they juz make my days. Tiffany,Brenda,Quelly,Huiqin. i will always remember you all! Don't forget to meet up someday after school days! Keep in contact alrights? I love you all! ;)

                                                    

Ignoring ?

He's ignoring me. When i messaged him, he does not reply. When he said he was unwell on his status, i said take care and he did not even said thank you also. didn't even respond to me at all. it seriously hurts. why do i have to endure all this?

  Dilys, let go. let go of him since he is ignoring you. Move on and find a new person to love. 

Perhaps i should. 

Moving on

Wednesday, 12/28/11'

Time to move on, time to forget the past. In 4 days, it'll be a new year . 2012, a new start , a new beginning. Time to get serious and time to study. It's not time to play anymore.. it'll be a sad year... PSLE's next yr, im aiming to get 230above. 1st to 6th choice: Scss, kss,cckss (either kranji),zhss,GRS,wsss maybe. 

Yep, aiming those for now.. No time for love, only time for studying. -'- i'm prepared for anyth that is happening next year. Kbai, nothing much to say. Nights people :)

Dedication to Doraemon Joanne ^^

Hi Doraemon Joanne ,
though we weren't that close, but i can tell you are a very nice person.. the way you treat li jie and liangfeng .. i can tell you were really a great sist.. I saw you once b4 during quelly's birthday . but i dont think u saw me right ? Hahas .. hope to get to know you more ! Do meetup someday ok? :)
-Dilys :)

Dedication to Brenda :)

Haaaaai Brenda panda :)
You were really a good friend. You never failed to make me laugh when we went out together ;) it was nice knowing you ;) i miss your loudness of talking and complaining... I hope we wont drift apart next yr when you go swiss .. continue to meet up somedays aft school ^^ After this saturday to ECP, i won't be able to go out with you and the others alrd... as it's the fucking PSLE .. Maybe on my birthday then can go out only .... Haiyo ... remember during Quelly birthday ? when i first when up to your house, i was like damn paiseh and quiet. but aft huiqin talk somethings, we began to talk. and thankfully your father send us go ECP, otherwise we wouldn't know what time we would reach! I enjoy the moment where we (Liangfeng,quelly,you,me and tiffany) played in the water.. Goodluck for your secondary school life next year k? meetup hor! :)
-Dilys :)

Dedication to Li Jie :)

Dear Li Jie, 

Remember that time when we were at ECP ? I was chasing Tiffany like mad and you were looking at me as if I'm retarded xD The day b4, i was hoping that i could talk to you, but in the end, we didn't :( and supposedly this saturday we were going ECP together again... but after all this happened, we weren't be able to go.. i hope to go out with you again. but i dont think thats possible . coz im not allowed to go out anymore next year.. :(  maybe on my birthday bah .. Get well soon and don't think of anything silly.. 

-Dilys :)

12/27/11'

12/27/11, Tuesday. 

What a boring tuesday today . Yesterday went to watch 'Already Famous' at 11.55pm till 2pm . Damn tired . when i reach home it was about 2.45am . Went up home and took out contact lens and went to sleep at around 3am. Then i woke up around 9plus becoz of my father . -.- then after that went to school to buy books . Queue damn long . then finally my turn, i suddenly out of breath then blackout . I couldn't see anyth and hear anyth . luckily i didn't faint . I miss him, as usual . But not so deeply like last time. coz i learnt to let go a little..